On my mind today. Some days I want another baby- like tomorrow. Then some common sense kicks in.. It says, Carly- Lucy is only ONE- what are you thinking? And, did you forget you have no money to pay for the little squirt? But then I walk by newborn babies in their strollers in the mall, or take dinner to a new mom in the ward, and about die at how cute the little newborns on. I think- I must have one, 9 months from now! Lucy so needs a friend. It is so cute how she interacts with other children- she is SO SO social and outgoing, and I know she would be the most darling big sister... Then I remember, how bad I wanted to run for 9 months but couldn't.... I'll be honest- I am not looking forward to gaining 25 lbs again. I had the easiest pregnancy ever.... But part of me wants to finally run that 1/2 marathon in August. And I am really enjoying this warm weather and going running everyday... Maybe I want to wear a bikini this summer, okay? Is that so bad? Who knows, maybe afte...