did it.

i finally did it. i told orem i wasn't coming back. even though i don't have a replacement or anything, it feels like a huge relief. as sad as it is, it is so so so much work to get a new year started, and i feel like it's killing me already! i still have to do most of the really hard work for the year- payment plans, ordering uniforms, etc... etc... but it's good to know that come summertime i really can just be home with my kiddos. i don't know what it is- i'm sure pregnancy has played it's part, but i just feel so disorganized this year, and just not into it as much. i'm sure it's because i've really always known i would be leaving. but still. i'm sure it will be a very weird adjustment, but honestly i think the idea of not having to wake up at 6am everyday to be at practice for 3 hours will help! =) i just hope we can find someone so so awesome to take over the program! so... if you know anyone, send them my way- or really the way of orem high!

now- the big accomplishment will be if i can survive 2 children! wish me luck!